Now It's My Turn

I can't sleep, I was talking to God with lots of tears, ask Him to give me strength to let you go. To let you chase your own dream,your own happiness without me.

I just don't realize how much I love you until I lose you, until you left, until no more chance left for me. Yes, it is REGRET. Off course it is.

I have no more words
This feeling is too wild like a hurricane, I can't bare it, I can't describe it into word, it just too damn destructive, and my heart just stop.

This is my turn
Too feel so unwanted
rejected
and alone

4.56am